dream

bonjour muggles xo

its evening & I'm stuck here at my bloody bad room ahaha. Someone should really fetch me here & drop me at mall please. I'm so so so like really so bored here. Godd anyone doesn't care. Emmm back to the topic I'm talking about dream. I have really really really many dream & its hard to tell you guyz. One of it of course my dream to get staraight A's for my PMR & I have something to tell you guys lah.. Its about my another not-so-dream ahahaha I hope I can buy one kontena & Imma do "Road Library" its like library but people can borrow&give books to the library. Theres sweet rack with english style. & air-cond too. A sweet white table I mean its must be more than one incase many people come to my road library so lets prepare first right? Then all the people can get in. I'll hired someone to drive the kontena to everywhere in the Malaysia. Yes everywhere I want. Anyone can;t stop me from doing what I want yes this is my dream.

Secondly, I want to own an iphone4s or 5 yes very soon right after my PMR result. If I get straight A's & mums will give me that. In shaa Allah. For thirdly dream are I want to buy house at Paris then I'm gonna stay there alone maybe. No one can disturbs me. Or maybe Imma bring my bestfriends stay with me at my house there. This things will happen when I grow up. One fine day.... & I can make new cafe there. I need my cafe look really cool & so damn freshy style. Everyone can come to cafe & do what ever they want. They can read some books because I'll do some racks that have books. & I'm gonna enjoy my night reading books while watching the beautiful scenery of Eiffel Tower. To every guys in the world, for me every girls can really fall in love with eiffel tower with just 1 seconds. The beautifulness of eiffel tower. It undescripable. I'm gonna read books & chillin with my lovelyman at one sweet cafe yes one fine day.

Oh yes. All of those are my dreams to where ever I go. In shaa Allah it will happen one fine day. Good bye. Je taime' xo 

its SUNDAE

bonjour xo

Its Sunday and what did I do today is just looking at my tonnes of homework & didn't even do all of those because I'm really really really pissed with that. & I'm start to crying over & over again because too many things I want to do today. & tomorrow is Monday & I'm pretty sure it will be more & more tired. This weeks is full with tensed mind & miserable life. All I do there's must be some other things that didn't well. It really really really really like really frustruated me all the time. By then I want to cry but I can't. Emm its hard. All the things is hard to me but I'm trying. It gonna be last week for the January & I ended up with something like this? Looks like I can't go with all of these. To many things emm huarghhh I wanna cry now. Someone please lend me your shoulder please to cry on. I really need someone. Emmm psss ok bye xoxo 

this is so far

Salam everyone & may Allah bless all of you guys.

How you guys doing? Its already 19 of January & its 2013. Time flies so faster without I realize it were. I just so exhausted with all of these things happen on my life. But I'm not really that tired. Through all of these I learn to be strong, to be a good person to myself, to be a good daughter to my parents, to be a good sister for my brothers & sister, to be a good friends for bestfriends & friends, to be a good class monitor to my classmate, to be a good one for my one & only Prophet Muhammad saw & the important in my live is to be a good for Allah swt, my only god. Thank you for everything you did for me. I learn everything & go through everything. I just always thinks that yesterday was the first time I cried & see thiz beautiful creature. But now? I'm already fifteen & alhamdullilah I'm trying my best for everything I do. I know some people will just say "You look so happy" "Don't you have any problem?" "You didn't feels sad at all?" I know they see how happy I am, how childish I am being. But in fact, I'm really really really worried, of my life of my future. I want best for my future. I want to make my parents proud of me & I want the best for everything in my life. Even I know its hard but I'm still trying. I know I can but I really need some space to think about my future, about my life. What I'm going to be in future? Teachers? Professor? Engineer? Doctor? Lawyer? All this question really really hover on my head before I wrote something on a piece of paper, before I sleep before I bath, before I do type this, I'm still thinking of it. I just want to make my parents smiles happily & they can really smile. But after all, I just worried of everything. After getting some motivation from my teachers & friends. I do know now, what makes us want to get straight A's on our PMR is just doa & keep your effort high. Make your prayers full 5 of them. & In shaa Allah. I will share something new with you guys later (if theres my mistake, I'm really really really sorry. I'm not that a perfect person) 

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Assalammualaikum ya muslims & hello for the non muslims. 

I want to make something new on my life, my way. Im still learning on how to be good muslims. So far, Im trying my best for this. So, I want to share with you on how I make all this. I learn this from someone. Emm I love her way talk about hijab, fashion. The way shes try to talk to all over muslims all the world&shes trying to attract more people to Islam. Shes beautiful. MashaAllah. I adore all of her. I know her all over his pictures on instagram. & addicted with all of those pictures. So lovely. You guys gotta check her on twitter. @adibaaah check all of her tweet& videos on youtube. If you're reading this adibah, thank you so much for all of your info on your video. I really love all of them. Im really want to meet you one fine day. Somewhere. In Shaa Allah.

Assalammualaikum x

describing everything.

Assalammualaikum (: x

People come & people go. One by one till your heart hurt deep inside. Leaving scars in your heart. No ones know how hurt is it. No one cares about your hurt. But then, when we walked away, theres someone who really with us but we didn't know that she with us because we keep run from problem. Then, she come to comfort us wherever we are. What happen to us. Then become close & start to shares everything together. Being with friends is the best ever things in my life. Having friends like them are really really make my whole day world complete than before. It didnt hurt.

How to make your heart didn't left scars? Hurting all alone? The answer is,

If afraid to come into this love thingy, please don't ever come&stay with this. Because if you hurt then you start to blame that person while actually you are the one that promises right? So, be careful no matter what.
Look into future, think about your future, you parents, you siblings, Allah swt & Nabi Muhammad. They will help you no matter what. Stay positive in life. Stay strong & keep your distance near to them as they will help you! (:

With then, you can completely changed everything into perfect life. So, good luck & salam (: